childofbarisi:

I I will try to have a new dad!Sonny coming out after I get off work as well as another part for Vamp!Sonny out! I can’t promise anything but I will try my best guys. I haven’t even moved out of bed to get dressed and I’m already drained from work 😫

Excited for this! Thank you!

Vices (Carisi x Reader)

my-sonshine:

Co-authored by the lovely @amirightcounsellor​! Sofia is so talented and tons of fun to write with!

Summary: 

After a bad day, Sonny turns to his best and worst vices

Warnings: smoking, drinking, sex as coping mechanism, smut, panic, vomit m, blood m, all that rad stuff

WC: 2643

Every step feels too light. Sonny’s drifting, unable to stay tethered to his body as he walks home. He’s already texted you to meet him at his apartment, where hopefully he can forget the afternoon he’s had. On the way he steps into a small, empty bodega, picking up something, anything to make the dull ache go away. A bottle of shitty convenience store wine pairs with a green-label pack of menthols the likes of which he hasn’t smoked since he was in the academy. He craves the tingle, the calm it can bring. Crumpled cash from the pocket of his coat graces the counter. “Keep the change,” he says, tucking the carton away and grabbing the bottle. He can’t stop thinking about that little girl. They were so close. He almost saved her. Almost.

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Oh my sweet boy.

carisi-dreams:

my-sonshine:

detective-sonshine:

Requests

Hey guys, so I know when someone requests something, I don’t post it right away. Well, that’s because I am an adult and I just started a new full time job. I received a very nasty anon ask. Writing requests is my choice. I love doing it and I love this fandom but I can’t write every single day when I’m trying to pay off student loans.

Also, my computer has officially died so until I get a new one, I will write small amounts and it will be from my phone. Bare with me.

I want to thank you all for the amazing amount of support I’ve received since starting! I love y’all!

But to the person too scared to come of anon, go fuck yourself 😂

who do i have to beat up

the entitlement some people have is really…how do you say…wild.

like…quite a few of us are adults w/ full time jobs. and even those that aren’t go to school & I imagine have school/homework. no one has time to write all day long, (although I wish I did! at least one day a week!) and when we do we write what sticks out at us/what inspires us. sometimes your prompt is great, but it will take us awhile to come up with a good concept to do it justice. sometimes I let things sit in my inbox because I know I want to do a long fill for it, but I don’t have 30 minutes/hour to write it (I’ve timed how long it takes me to write longer fills, this is not an exaggeration. and I’m a pretty fast writer). sometimes I’m just not into a prompt, but I want to fill it to be nice so I let it sit in hopes that something the op likes will come to me.

it’s not an exact science. it’s time consuming. and a lot of us work pretty hard to get to our fills in a timely manner.