i feel like sonny would be stressed, and probably pretty angry the first day he became boss. like after the meeting if people tried to bother him, he’d yell and order everybody to leave him alone cause give him some time to grieve dammit

carisi-dreams:

he’s definitely very stressed. angry, but without a true place to focus the energy. he pours himself into planning revenge on the person & club who took out dom sr. 

after the meeting he’s okay. more agitated and short in his responses, but that’s understandable. it’s only later in the day when people are still kind of hanging around the house that his mood really starts to darken. you kick everyone but chibs & matty out before sonny can implode or explode, though, so that he can have a semblance of privacy.

I think the very several months of sonny being the president are…bloody as he searches for a way to reconcile his father’s death.

What state is sonny in when the reader gets to him after his dad dies?

carisi-dreams:

++“What if I say no?” With mc! Sonny please! can’t wait for more of mc sonny and reader b!

+++ How does the reader coax Sonny out of the bathroom when she gets to his place? How does she get him ready to run a meeting and take over? Love the mc!au, you paint such a detailed picture.

continued from here. grab your tissues. (also I’m trying to build a picture of sonny’s relationship with his old lady. hopefully between this fill and the one in ‘present day’ in the aftermath of the fight paints that picture/helps make that connection. lemme know if you make it!)

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When you got to the top of the stairs Matty turned to look at you from his seat on the floor next to the bathroom door. You walked over and squeezed his shoulder gently before he got to his feet with a quick glance at the closed door. He wrapped you in a tight hug and you patted him on the back, the sound muffled by the worn in leather of the cut. Ducking to kiss you on the top of the head briefly he pulled away and led you a few feet away from the door.

“Didn’t expect to see you here so early,” he said quietly and although it wasn’t unusual to him so serious, there was an edge of concern at the edges of his face.

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How did things go when reader went home after Sonny’s dad was killed? Not good I’m sure but… Also what happened to interrupt Sonny and readers conversation the morning after the “incident”?

carisi-dreams:

second question I’ll answer when I continue that storyline tomorrow! although I did already say what the issue was in here

this takes place after this & this. didn’t quite get to sonny yet, so I guess they’ll be a part 2?

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The front door of the house was opening before you were even fully out of the car, with Chibs’ silhouette framed behind the glass window. You took the steps two at a time, feet more than familiar with the worn brick path that led from the driveway up the stairs to the porch and the front door. He opened the door for you and opened his arms to you in one smooth motion and you fell into him gratefully. Your eyes closed briefly as you inhaled his leather, tobacco and clean soapy scent. Under the circumstances you were thankful for the steadiness of his presence and you felt grounded before even stepping into the entryway before he pulled away from you and beckoned you inside.

You gave him a faint smile that he barely returned, one slight lift of a corner of his mouth the only indicator that he had seen it. The air in the house felt stale and heavy with the taste of grief diffusing into the space like bad aromatherapy. It was cloying and you fought to remain impenetrable, if not for yourself then for Sonny.

“Earlier than I thought you’d be,” Chibs said gruffly and nodded and flashed back to the several cans of energy drinks that were currently littering your otherwise clean car.

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carisi-dreams:

space-carisi:

plots left to explore (hitman!au)

In chronological order ++ view in desktop or mobile browser for better understanding

Start of Career – Sonny Meeting You:

  • Sonny’s parents & sisters
  • Nick’s Training
  • Hunting Grounds
  • Anna
  • First Mission with the Girls
  • Nick and Sonny’s Initial Alliance & Relationship
  • Sonny & Rafael
  • Dodds Mission

Meeting Sonny – Meeting Nick

  • Sonny & Rafael Break Up
  • Threats from Dodds
  • Aftermath of “Safety”
  • Sonny’s Apartment
  • Sonny’s Secrecy
  • Losing Your Friends

Meeting Nick – Sonny’s “Death”

  • Nick Getting Beat Up
  • Recovery from Nick’s Father
  • Nick’s Meltdowns
  • Consequences of Failing Peter
  • Sonny’s Paranoia
  • Rafael’s Gun

Sonny’s “Death” – Sonny’s Return

  • Grieving
  • Nick & Amanda
  • Use of Skills
  • Saving Nick
  • The Teenager
  • Nightmares
  • Sonny’s Job at the Dodds Estate
  • Wiretapping

Sonny’s Return – Amaro Syndicate

  • Union
  • Finding Sonnyy
  • Nick’s Punishment
  • Sonny & Dodds Round 2
  • Bobby Bianchi
  • Nick & Anna Meet Again
  • Hostage Situation >> Sonny Makes His Choice

Amaro Syndicate – Present

  • Coming Home
  • Taking Care of Nick
  • Threats Begin
  • Nick’s New Hobby
  • Return to Peter
  • Hunting Grounds Round 2
  • Poor Recovery
  • Bianchi Round 3
  • Nick’s Failure to Cope
  • Breakdown in the Bathroom
  • New Home
  • [More to come eventually]

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