Can I request “I’m not a back up plan and definitely not a second choice” with any of the Svu boys?? Thank you 💜

thatonecurlygirl:

Thanks for the request, love💛! Hope you like it!

Nick x Reader

Music plays lightly in the background of the small restaurant. The once comfortable chair is anything but after the hour you had been occupying it. Reservations were made a week ago, you understood that he was running a little late and you agreed to meet him here but he is now an hour late and you are both embarrassed and annoyed. You push back the urge to ask for the rest of the bottle of wine and you flag down the waiter.

“Could I just pay for this?” You ask, handing him your debit card.

“Absolutely ma’am, I will be right back with your card and receipt.” He says with a smile and a nod.

Your phone sits quietly on the table, just as it had the whole time you had been at the restaurant. Not only had he failed to show up, you also have yet to hear from him. The few texts you sent had gone unanswered and you figured if you were important enough to him he would call or text back.

“Thank you.” You say quietly as you accept your card back, shoving it in your small clutch and standing up to head toward the door.

The small walk across the restaurant and out the doors seemed like it lasted forever. Maybe it had to do with all the eyes that were watching you. Okay, there weren’t that many people watching you but it sure as hell felt like it. You felt as if they were watching and making fun of you, you felt as if you were a teenager that was just ditched at prom. To say you were feeling embarrassed and hurt would be an understatement. You feel like crap and you are just ready to get home and take a hot shower. Finally, as you make your way out to the awaiting Uber your phone dings to alert you of a text from the man you had been waiting an hour to hear from, Nick.

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Could I have a Nick imagine where the reader is super insecure and has an anxiety attack and he shows her that she’s perfect and it’s like all fluffy with some like sweet and loving smut? I love pure work!!

Huffing at the reflection staring you back in the mirror, tears filled your eyes. The dress you wanted to wear out tonight wouldn’t zip. It was Nick’s favorite and tonight was date night. The first in the 3 months since Elise was born.

Taking the dress off and hanging it back up, you settled for another dress. Catching a glimpse of yourself in the mirror made you stop in your tracks.

You had never been exactly petite. You had curves but were toned. Now, belly was soft, loose skin, stretch marks. How could Nick ever want to touch you again?

Sliding down the wall of your walk-in closet you broke down. What if you couldn’t get some semblance of your former body back? What if Nick didn’t find you attractive anymore, and some cute young thing came along? ‘No stop it’ you told yourself. Nick isn’t like that. But what if…if your chest started feeling right, can’tcatch your breath, heart pounding out of your chest…

‘Y/N? Where are you?“ Nick called out to you. “I just need to take a quick-..what’s wrong? Are you okay?” Nick’s voice filled with concern.

Shaking your head, “I can’t-doesn’t- ” you were unable to form a complete sentence, couldn’t catch your breath, tears streaming down your face. How did you spin down so quickly and over this??!

Nick knelt down and gathered you in his arms and started rocking you. He smoothed your hair, “Mi amor, please what’s wrong. You’re shaking.”

Trying to control your breathing, “My dress doesn’t fit. I look pregnant, still.” The words tumbled from your mouth.

Nick’s brow furrowed, “What are you talking about? What dress?“ Nick hadn’t seen you this upset since your dad passed away. You seemed fine this morning when he left for work. When he talked to you at lunch you were excited about the evening out.

After several minutes of Nick comforting you, you took a deep breath and shared what had been bothering you. “My body. It’s so different. And I get it, I’ve had two babies, it’s going to change. But when that dress wouldn’t fit”, you shook your head, “it just shot my self esteem. And all kinds of thoughts started going through my head. Stupid, ridiculous thoughts.”

Nck sighed and kissed the top of your head, “If I’ve ever made you feel anything other than beautiful, I am so sorry.” He stood you up and walked you in front of the mirror. “You want to know what I see? I see the face of the most beautiful, caring woman I have ever known. I see the hands that are gentle and soothing with our children but sensual with me.” His hands moved to your abdomen and your breath caught. “You have carried two beautiful babies. Your body has sustained, and cared for those babies. To me, you are perfect.”

Leaning against him, you let out a sigh. Nick embraced you and kissed your hair. “I’m sorry. I ruined our evening.”

He turned you in his arms and tilted yor chin up. “Hey. Listen to me. You have not ruined anything. I’m here with you, that’s all that I need.” He placed a tender kiss to yur lips.

The kiss deepened, becoming more desperate, needy. You cluched at Nick’s shirt. Nick hastly unzipped your dress and let it fall to the floor. Hot, wet kisses were being peppered down your neck, to your collorbone. His hands roamed your body and he fell to his knees. He looked up at you through his lashes. He starting kissing your stomach.

“Nick-” You tried to push him away but he grasped your thighs.

“Shhh.. Mi amor. Let me show just how beautiful you are to me.” He continued to place kisses to your stomach, thighs, hip. He stood up and grasped your thighs. He lifted you up, and you wrapped your legs around his waist.

He laid you down on the bed. The love in his eyes was unmistakable. “I love you so much Nick.”

“And I you reina.” The rest of the night he spent showing you how much he loved you. He worshipped your body and all previous thoughts, anxiety and insecurities were gone.

i love all this juicy mc! sonny storyline stuff but im missing mc! nick, maybe” If I asked, you’d say no.” – “You don’t know that.” With mc! nick and reader A!

carisi-dreams:

“Dinner tomorrow night?” Nick asked with a hopeful grin as he ducked his head into the bathroom where you were getting ready for work. He was still mostly undressed since he had no where he had to be this early in the morning.

“Can’t, babe,” you said with an apologetic smile as you patted your moisturizer into your skin. “Have a mixer thing for work.” You grimaced a little.

The mixer wasn’t a bad idea, it just wasn’t on the top of your list in terms of how you chose to spend your evening. Really it was an opportunity for parents to meet the team and hear more about what you guys did at the center. It was also an opportunity for local politicians to breeze in and grandstand for some photos before leaving as quickly as they came. You hoped it would help funding, if anything, but you still were not looking forward to schmoozing.

“Mixer?” Nick asked with a small frown, coming into the bathroom more fully and leaning against the counter.

“Yeah. A thing for the community to hear more about what we do, politicians to pretend they care about education…” you trailed off with a shrug. “Diego will probably be there at some point. Figured if I asked, you’d say no. It’ll be pretty boring.” Nick’s frown deepened and he crossed his arms.

“You don’t know that,” he denied and you raised your eyebrows in surprise, pausing what you were doing to look at him.

“That it’ll be boring? I think I feel pretty comfortable saying it will not be—” you started.

“That I’d say no,” Nick interrupted and you fell silent.

“After the thing with Joey…” you trailed off again pointedly. “I don’t want to put you in a more uncomfortable position than you already are.”

The friction caused by your job had been brought up more than once and even though it was naive of you, you wanted to skirt at whenever possible. You loved your job, but the more you grew to care about Nick the more you understood the tension between what you did and what he did. There was no perfect solution, but trying to separate the two as much as possible was your best bet. Nick was quiet and when you braved another glance at his face he looked thoughtful instead of upset.

“Would it mean a lot to you if I went?” he asked quietly. You bit your lip and thought about it with a tiny shrug.

“Not really? If it was some other kind of event where it was just the staff and spouses or partners then I’d want you to come. Something like this…? I honestly don’t mind,” you answered honestly and Nick nodded slowly in response. A small smile crept onto his face and he kissed your temple.

“Dinner after the mixer? Can pick you up on the motorcycle, princesa,” he teased in a mumble before pulling his face back. You laughed and pushed him away gently so you could get back to getting ready.

“Dinner yes. Motorcycle…maybe. Depends on what I wear.” Nick leered at that and ran a hand down your thigh and you swatted him away with another laugh.

You clutched Mike’s jacket in your hand after your first kiss as husband and wife.

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“There’s never enough time. You just have to make use of what you have.” Bonnie and Clyde?

carisi-dreams:

“Babe?” you called softly in the direction of the hall.

Sonny had gotten up and disappeared down it several minutes again, mentioning a desire to go get something from the bedroom. The two of you were enjoying a quiet night in after having put Liv down to sleep an hour ago. When you didn’t get a response you brought your wine glass up to your lips to finish it off before setting it down and pushing to your feet. The baby monitor sitting on the coffee table was silent, just an occasional crackling sound, but you know better than anyone that Sonny could be silent when he wanted to be.

You padded down the hall slowly, in no rush and being almost entirely sure where he had gotten off to. The door to her bedroom was in the exact position the two of you had left it in, but that didn’t mean anything. Sonny was anything if not excellent at covering his tracks. Almost as good as you. You pushed the door further open slowly, scanning the room for signs of him. It took you a second to spot where he was sitting on the floor against the wall across from the crib. His knees were pulled up to his chest and the light from the hallway briefly illuminated his eyes before you stepped further into the room.

You crossed the room with a soft smile, sinking into a seat next to him. Sonny wrapped an arm around you immediately, breaking eye contact with the crib for a moment to drop a kiss on your head.

“Just going to leave me hanging, huh?” you teased in a whisper. He squeezed you tighter and huffed out laughter, but remained otherwise silent. The two of you sat watching her sleep peacefully for several minutes and you were struck by how all of the important things to you were in that room in that moment.

“She’s growing so quickly,” Sonny whispered finally and there was an edge of anxiety in his voice. You patted his knee reassuringly and tilted your head to rest on his shoulder.

“That’s what they do, you know—grow,” you reminded him gently and he sighed.

“I just feel like…I want more time. I want more time in each stage and she’s just flying through them. Must take after her mom that way,” he whispered back and finally some humor bled into his tone.

“There’s never enough time. You just have to make use of what you have,” you replied. “And just imagine what it’s going to be like when she can communicate with us and we understand her,” you said in an amused tone. Sonny laughed for real this time, muffling it into his opposite shoulder and you smiled widely as you felt his shoulders shake.

“Yeah, you’re right…that will be nice. Can’t wait to teach her how to drive.”

What are barba, carisi and Dodds favourite tv shows/movies

jewishbarba:

hmmm… i had to think abt this one for a hot minute. also all these shows SHOULD be on netflix if y’all wanna watch them.

barba:

the office (he hates michael but loves jim halpert) (yes those are my opinions of the characters on the show. fight me).

parks & recs (which is better than the office)

queer eye (biweatherman aka jamie had the hc that barba french tucks and he totally does)

cooking on high (sonny watches this with him and will reluctantly make him food with weed in it)

dodds:

hawaii five-o (occasionally barba will watch it with him b/c alex o’loughlin aka steve mcgarrett is fucking hot)

dexter (honestly never seen it but it sounds like a good show)

the pacifier (this is my movie. i love it. it’s …….. i have a funny story with this movie, actually).

jurassic park (1993. do i NEED to say more? it’s a great movie. it has jeff goldblum. again do i need to say more?)

carisi

the good place (good show. 10/10. i love ted danson. he played in like csi or smth)

the flash (good show. love it. he and barba thirst after captain cold aka leonard snart).

luke cage (it’s on my list. i haven’t watched it yet but it’s super good).

chestnut: hero of central park (he watches it with jesse all the time and every time he cries like a baby because the dog did not deserve that)

thor: ragnarok (he watched the movie like five times with barba while it was in theatres)

ask me questions about the characters/ships!