I wanted to ask for something kinda angst ridden and lovey ending- years ago I was abused by an ex and I didn’t have anyone to protect me so I was wondering if you could do a Sonny protecting the reader from an abusive ex. Please and thank you darling ❤️

Requested by @fleur-cheri13

//my dear, thank you for the ask. I am so sorry that you had to go through that and you had no one to help you. hope you have been able to recover. This will be a two, possibly three part ask.//

The warm Autumn sun shined down warming your skin. You closed your eyes and leaned back in the chair with your hands resting on your small baby bump while you waited for Sonny to meet you for lunch. Life couldn’t get much better.  

“Well. Well. Well.” The gravelly voice sent chills straight down your spine and your eyes flew open.”Fancy meeting you here.” Joseph, your ex, took the seat across from you. The smile on his face was unsettling.

“I have a restraining order. You need to leave. I’ll call the cops.” Try as you might, you couldn’t stop your voice from shaking. This man abused and terrorized you for years. It was only after he put you in the hospital with a concussion, broken eye socket and fractured ribs did you get the courage to leave.

The courts notified you of his release two months ago after only serving 3 years for “good behavior”.  At times you blame yourself. If you had reported the previous abuse, he could have been sentenced much longer. But he had a good attorney and plead down. You were granted an order of protection, and a condition of his parole is he would not have any communication of any kind with you. Which didn’t seem to make much of a difference.

Joseph just laughed. “You really think a piece of paper is going to keep us apart? We’re soulmates, honey. I’ll be long gone by the time the cops get here.”

God. Just the sound of that nickname made your skin crawl. “If you won’t leave, I will.” You stood to leave but he grabbed your wrist. “Let go, Joseph. Now. I will scream this place down.”

“Get your hands off her.” Sonny’s usual cheery voice was low and angry.

Joseph immediately let go of your wrist. “So this is the Staten Island schmuck that you married?” His eyes flicked to your belly. “And you’re knocked up?”

“If you so much as think about Y/N again, you’ll have me and the rest of the NYPD on you so fast-”

“Sounds like a threat Detective.” Joseph leered at Sonny.

“Nah. More like a promise.  When it comes to her and our child, I have no boundaries.” Sonny stepped up to Joseph toe to toe.

Joseph shoved you toward Sonny and took off. Sonny caught you before you fell.

“Are you okay?” One of Sonny’s hands went to your belly, the other on your shoulder. His face was etched with concern.

“I’m fine.” You gave him a small, reassuring smile. “Can we just go home, please?”

“Penny for your thoughts?” Sonny questioned as the two of you ate dinner.

“Guess I’m still just a little shook up from this afternoon,” you responded not meeting his eyes. You pushed the food around your plate.  It was all you could do was not cry. “Excuse me.” You pushed your plate away before you left the table.

“Y/N?” Sonny’s soft voice called your name from the other side of the bathroom door. “Are you okay doll?”

“Just give me a minute,” you answered back. The cold water you splashed on your face did little to make you feel better. So many horrible memories came flooding back this afternoon after the encounter with Joseph. You dried your face then opened the door to Sonny waiting for you on the other side.

Sonny gently brushed his fingers down your cheek. “It kills me to see you like this.” Sonny knew the whole story between you and Joseph. It all came out one night when Sonny got mad about an incident between him and his Dad. He slammed his fist on the counter. When he saw your reaction to his behavior he knew. He apologized. You reassured him you weren’t afraid of him, which was the truth.

“I’m sorry. Not seeing him since the trial, then him just…being there.” You covered your mouth as a sob escaped your throat.

Sonny pulled you to his chest. “I’m going to take care of this. I promise you, he can never hurt you again.” He cupped your head in his hand, while the other caressed your back as he rocked you side to side.

Voices from the living room woke you. Sonny had laid down with you until you fell asleep. You padded quietly into the living room where Sonny was talking to Olivia, Fin and another man you didn’t know.

Sonny ran his hand through his hair, then rubbed the back of his neck. “What do ya mean ‘he’s unreachable’? You mean you have no idea where he is. He accosted my pregnant wife.”

“He’s out there then. And no one knows where he is.”  All turned at the sound of your voice. “Does he know where we live? It didn’t seem like he had a problem finding me this afternoon.”

“Doll, it’s late. You should be sleeping.”

Olivia approached you, placing her hands on your shoulders. “I assure you, Y/N , we’ll find him.” The determination in her eyes was unmistakable. She turned back to Sonny. “Until then there will be a car posted outside the building. Sonny, you stay home with Y/N for a few days.”

“We’ll get him kid.” Fin nodded to you. You gave him a small smile and wrapped your arms around yourself. “We’ll show ourselves out.”

Sonny ran his hands up and down your arms. “Want some tea? Or I can make ya somethin’. You didn’t eat dinner.” Sonny ushered you to the kitchen table to sit.

“Sonny, stop fussing, please. I’m fine.”

Looking up at Sonny, you realized he wasn’t fine. He was worried. When he felt helpless, he fussed. You reached for his hand and smiled at him. “Peanut butter and jelly sounds good right now.”

“Comin’ right up. Want some of Ma’s strawberry jam? How bout a glass of almond milk?” Sonny liked to take care of people, especially you.

“Sounds perfect,” you answered. Sonny rewarded you with a dimpled grin.

Sonny placed the sandwich and milk in front of you. He watched until you started eating and relaxed a little.

“So, uh, what are they doing about  Joseph? Do they have any idea where he might be?”

Sonny’s jaw clenched. He picked at the tablecloth before moving his gaze to you. “Actually. Was hopin’ you could help with that.”

“Me?” You answered back around a bite of sandwich. “I haven’t seen him in three years.”

“Yeah. I know. But you might be able to tell us his old hangouts and friends.” He placed a hand over yours. “I hate to ask you-”

“No. It’s okay. Whatever I can do to help catch him.” It was silent for a while. You felt a fraction better after finishing your sandwich and milk. “Thank you for taking such good care of me, I mean us.”

“You two are the most important people in my life. I will protect you til my last breath.” Sonny took your hand a placed a kiss to your knuckles.

He flicked the cigarette to the ground and put it out with the toe of his shoe. The light went out in the apartment he was watching. A patrol car sat on the other side of the street watching the same apartment. “Bide your time, Joseph,” he mumbled to himself before taking a swig from the paper bag covered bottle. Joseph was a patient man. If he learned anything in prison it was just how patient he could be.

What amazing writing are you planning to post next? I love how you write for all the gorgeous SVU men! I am now a fan of Peter Stone because of you.

Thank you so much! Peter is fun to write for! I have a couple things for the SVU boys❤❤ I’ve had a lot of personal stuff, work, writers block and rewriting things cause I just haven’t been happy with how it was turning out. Hoping to get some things out this evening and tomorrow afternoon….fingers crossed! 🤞🏻🤞🏻

Tell Me | Days 1-3

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Well, this came from an anon requesting ‘Tell me what they did to you. Please?’ from a prompt list with Carisi, and it turned into a full-squad, 30 day adventure. Initially people asked me to post a week at a time, but that doesn’t come out evenly. So I decided to post 3 days at a time, which are also achievable writing chunks for me. So here you go…

Pairing: Carisi/Reader Insert (Female)
Rating/Warnings: NSFW in later chapters. Sexual assault, abuse, rape – as is related to SVU Canon and beyond in later chapters.
Summary: When Carisi’s fiancee, and a member of the SVU team, is found following a 6-day kidnapping, Carisi enlists the help of his team members to help her recover well and safely. What happens when she tries to avoid his pleas for the truth behind her story?


September First

The crisp fall air felt like pinpricks on your sensitive skin. Your best friend and partner, Amanda Rollins, left your side momentarily and you felt abandoned beyond human comprehension. The sob that escaped your previously silent lips could have wrenched anyone away from their post to check on what beast had joined them at your proverbial coming home party.

“Hey, hey,” Rollins whispered, her voice as smooth as honey while she approached you. “I’m here, it’s all right.”

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Wonderful writing. Heart wrenching

Okay but imagine you bought Sonny the polka dot shirt. He’s not sure at first, until you try it on for him. Then he’s sold. You sleep in it that night. He wears it the next day, without washing it cause it smells like you. He smiles when he catches a hint of your perfume and thinks about how cute you look in his shirts.

carisi-dreams:

anon asked: “Spread your legs and show me.” And Sonny

++“Spread your legs and show me.” For Sonny?!

during the honeymoon 🙂 [Honeymoon | wet (NSFW)] & this is slightly NSFW 

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“Mmpf,” you mumbled as you came back into consciousness and pushed the comforter back from your mouth.

The bed was so comfortable you couldn’t imagine getting up to do anything. You turned your head in Sonny’s direction and adjusted your legs a little before going limp again. Your eyes were closed, but you could feel the sun trying to push past the blackout curtains. It warmed a sliver of your face where it traced along the openings between the curtains and danced across the floor towards the bed. 

Sonny’s hand was a warm, heavy weight on your waist. His thumb brushed back and forth slowly as the rest of him remained still and quiet. You brushed your legs together as you leveraged a little closer to him in the bed and then you moaned for another reason. There was a slight scratchiness high up on the inside of your thighs and when you slit your eyes open slightly Sonny’s growing beard came into focus.

“Whassamatter?” Sonny asked in response to your moan. All of his words slurred together in his not quite wakefulness.

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Whoa.