Summary: Nick and reader are on the verge of ending a five year marriage. Although it seems nothing they have done has helped, they hope one night out together can do them good.
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Pintrest seemed to be your only friend at this moment in time, you had a whole board filled with articles about divorce, and quotes about the same topic. You kept re-reading one, “you can either focus on what is tearing you apart or what is holding you together”. As many times as you read this, it was still hard to follow. You had looked at the positives with this marriage more than once, the negatives still seemed to overtake your mind. Finances and the loss of intimacy had been the biggest killer to yours and Nick’s marriage. Bills became harder and harder to pay when you lost your job, intimacy was harder to feel once Nick began working almost everyday. When you laid next to him and felt nothing but tension, you began thinking if the marriage was even worth it anymore.
Now two months later, you two are living separate and hardly speaking. You felt lost not having Nick in the same bed as you, it made it even more difficult to sleep. You still grabbed two plates in the mornings, and evenings, only to realize you were setting one out for someone who wasn’t there. It broke your heart a little more each day, things began becoming nothing but dark. You began to see no future for you and Nick. You were ready to request divorce papers from the courthouse, until you had receive a phone call from the contact, “Nick”. You answered it on the first ring, longing to hear his voice.
“Hello?”
“(Y/N)? I’m sorry I haven’t called lately, work has been taking over my life.” You nodded your head, you had a feeling deep in your gut. You knew he was about to speak those words, “I want a divorce”. You wanted to keep a positive mind, but it became harder as the phone call became longer.
“It’s okay Nick, I completely understand.”
“I’m free tonight, I want to meet with you. Right where our first date was, if you don’t mind.” The feeling in your gut began to ease a bit, why would Nick pull out divorce papers on you at the place you two had fell in love at?
“Okay, how does seven sound?”
“It sounds perfect. I really am looking forward to seeing you, be careful.” With that, he clicked the phone. You knew tonight you had to look absolutely stunning. You ran into your bathroom, took a hot shower, shaved every part that hadn’t been touched since Nick left, once you were done you found the black dress he loved. By the time you had perfected your hair, makeup and outfit it was six thirty-five. You rushed to get to the restaurant, you weren’t late at all but you were more than ready to see Nick. It felt like it took hours for him to arrive, but when he walked through the doors you fell in love all over again. He walked to you, a hint of your favorite cologne hit your nose.
“Hi Nick.” He looked deep into your eyes, falling in love once again.
“Mi amore, you look incredible.” You two stood at the waiting spot in the restaurant, realizing here wasn’t where you two wanted to be. He grabbed your hand, leading you to his car and right back to his apartment. It was quiet, you could only imagine Nick alone in there, he must have been going mad. All that mattered now was the two of you were together and intimate. His lips smashed against yours, it felt like years since you had that feeling. Your heart raced and your heart was in the pit of your stomach. His lips brushed against your neck causing a chill down your spine.
“I guess I can still make you quiver under my touch, mi muñeca.” The way his voice echoed through your ears made you melt right in the spot you were standing in. You reversed who had control, you led him to the bedroom, pushing him down on the bed and kicking off your heels.
“I’ve missed this, I’ve missed you.” Nick spoke softly, you climbed on top of him, placing your index finger over his lips. Of course you missed Nick and wanted to talk things out, but in this moment all that was on your mind was having him inside of you. He didn’t seem to mind, especially when your hands made their way to the waistband of his pants, unbuttoning them slowly and removing them just as slow. He sat up, you still straddling him and pulled of the dress you were wearing. He undone your bra and tossed it in the floor along with your dress, you were hoping for this moment to happen tonight, so there were no underwear to be thrown around. You removed his shirt and ran your nails down his chest, he let out a soft moan and laid back on the bed.
“Have you missed this Nick?” You had his cock in his hands, putting it very close to your mouth. You could tell Nick wanted to see your mouth wrapped around him, but he went along with you, only making the moment even more enjoyable.
“I’ve missed it all, especially this. You know what seeing your mouth wrapped around my cock does to me.” That was enough for you to lower your mouth down onto him, he let out a loud moan and whispered your name. As your mouth moved faster and faster, Nick got louder and louder.
“Don’t stop (Y/N).” No sooner than he said this, you stopped. He looked at you like you were crazy.
“You really thought you’d get off that easy?” He smirked, glad he didn’t get off just like that. He grabbed your face, kissing you with so much passion, passion you hadn’t felt in so long. He laid you back on the bed, he ran his hand down your body, feeling everything he had been craving for months now. He finally reached your clit, staring off slowly and then faster every time you moaned.
“You’ve missed having my hands on your body haven’t you mi amore? You’ve missed having the only person who knows how to please you, haven’t you?” You were trying to focus on what Nick was saying, but the pleasure was taking over your whole body.
“Yes, yes Nick I have. I’ve missed it more than anything.” He smirked, continuing to rub, but this time getting slower. He leaned down to your neck, kissing it and the pulling away to speak to you again.
“I can tell, I knew I could still make you wet just by one touch.” He then slid into you, slowly to tease you and to make sure you weren’t hurting. You arched your back, you’d been craving this for so long. He started off slowly, you knew he wanted you to beg for him, so that’s exactly what you did.
“Nick, please fuck me. I need you to, I haven’t had you in so long.” That was enough convincing for him. His strokes became deeper and faster as your moans got louder. He held your legs open with one hand and rubbed your clit with the other. The both of you were ecstatic, feeling nothing but pleasure. You grabbed the sheets, feeling yourself tighten around him.
“Hold that for just one more minute mi amor, I want us in this together.” He took his hands and entangled them in yours while also pinning you to the bed. He reach down and kissed your neck and it sent you over the edge. When you tightened around him, he was done for as well. Nick pulled away and laid next to you. For a few minutes it was absolutely silent, you felt awful. You still loved Nick, and after this night you knew he at least had to have a little something for you. Once Nick turned away, your heart sank and you felt like an absolute idiot.
But just for a second, he immediately turned back after he got something out of his drawer, it was a small box. It was a ring box. He opened it up to reveal the ring you had gave him back. He removed it from the box and grabbed your hand.
“I think this is yours, whether you want the man who gave it to you or not, the ring is still yours. Keep it.” He slid it onto your finger, you sure missed the sight of it being there. As soon as you looked back up at Nick, he was staring back at you. You grabbed his face and kissed him, you knew the love and passion was still in your marriage.
“Nick, I want you more than any ring on this earth,” He smiled, reaching for your hand.
“I love you (Y/N), never again will I let you go.”
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