Barba’s Kindness

especially-heinous-ada:

When a lot of people think of Rafael Barba, they tend to think of his sassiness and courtroom badassery–with good reason. Those are some of my favorite things about him. But I think we sometimes underestimate his capability for kindness and empathy. One of my favorite things about Barba is the complexity of his character. There are layers to him. He’s not just a snarky, proud lawyer. It’s inferred that he has potentially suffered abuse (or perhaps watched his mother suffer) at the hand of his father. He’s also seen plenty of awful things from his time as prosecutor. He understands suffering and can empathize with the victims. He shows this in his interactions with certain victims or families of victims, and it becomes more apparent as time goes on. He gets a bad rap for being a realist on the cases that are tougher to prove– demanding more evidence, not automatically taking the victim’s word, etc.– but when push comes to shove, he is 100% in the corner of his victim. Scenes like this prove it, and I absolutely love them for that reason.

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omg could you do “smile for me?” w/nick????? I would die. Your blog is amazing <3

carisi-dreams:

thank you!!! some sweetness that takes place during the honeymoon 🙂 [to get caught up you can read Surprise – On the way to honeymoon – Honeymoon [1, 2, 3]]

Nick had his hands under you as you floated on your back in the pool. Your eyes were closed as he gently pulled you through the water and you smiled to yourself.

“What are you smiling about?” Nick asked and you blinked your eyes open to look up into his face. He had a wide grin and you reached out to grab for him, straightening up and wrapping your hands around his shoulders.

“Thinking about you,” you told him softly as you angled your face in closer to his. He bit his bottom lip and brought up a thumb to tap gently on your bottom lip, eyes tracing over your face.

“Yeah? Thinking about how great I am?” Nick asked, half joking, but you just gave him a soft look.

“Yeah,” you breathed, leaning in to kiss him gently as he gripped your hip firmly and drew your legs around his waist. “I’m thinking about how great you are. Was thinking about how good you are at making me smile, at surprising me. I hate surprises you know. You’re the only one who ever manages to surprise me with something I like. I can’t believe I get to be your wife,” you said before kissing him again. He smiled into the kiss before deepening it, gripping the back of your head as he walked you backwards towards one of the walls of the pool. He held you gently in place with his hips as he brought a hand to your waist to pull you into another open mouthed kiss.

“Love you,” he murmured between kisses and you smiled and pulled back, looking up in his eyes. He held your gaze steadily, a relaxed and happy look on his face that had you bringing up a hand to brush over his face.

“Te amo,” you replied and he licked into your mouth again, this time pressing you more firmly against the pool edge. “Wait, let me get a picture,” you panted as you pulled off, already twisting back to reach for your pool that was within arm’s distance by the edge of the pool.

“Of what?” Nick asked with a baffled look as you made a triumphant noise as you gripped your phone, turning back around in his grip.

“Of this, silly. You and me in the pool on our honeymoon. Hmm, maybe we should move away from the edge, get a nicer background. Think you can hold me up with one arm?” you asked as you handed him the phone and pushed back slightly from the pool’s edge. He shot you an exasperated look even as he took the phone with one hand and stretched out an arm around you with the other.

“Of course I can hold you up, don’t be ridiculous,” he groused and at his indignant face you laughed before kissing him on the nose. You two treaded back slightly and you angled your face up towards the sun as you gripped his shoulders tightly.

“Okay, I think this is a good angle,” you confirmed and he took aim. You looked over at him and he was making a serious expression which you copied for one shot before kissing him on the cheek for another. He kept the phone held high and captured when you pulled him into a full kiss before throwing back your head in laughter.

“Alright, one more. Looking at the camera. Smile for me?” you asked and looked at you and gave you a brilliant smile before aiming it up at phone and clicking once more.

Sigh…I love sweet Nick

64 Sensory Prompts

heir-to-the-diamond-throne:

  1. Watching a meteor shower
  2. Digging your fingers into fresh dirt
  3. Snow being shoved down the back of your coat
  4. Napping in sunshine
  5. Trying to walk on ice
  6. Walking through the woods
  7. Raindrops on eyelashes
  8. The way cold glass fogs when you press your hand against it
  9. A perfectly brewed cup of tea
  10. The taste of Vodka at the back of your throat
  11. Blood at the corner of your mouth
  12. Cloying sweetness on the back of your tongue
  13. The first glass of fresh water
  14. Stale breath when you wake up
  15. The taste of salt on the tip of your tongue
  16. The taste of almonds
  17. Your bed after travelling
  18. Red wine stained lips
  19. Satin in candlelight
  20. Reflections in glass
  21. Thigh-high stockings and garter belts
  22. Neon lights at 1.30am
  23. Darting shadows in the corner of your eye
  24. Dust floating in golden sunlight
  25. The smell of ozone during a storm
  26. The smell of Cologne/Perfume on warm skin
  27. The musty smell of an abandoned home
  28. The bitter tang of acetone
  29. The smell of burning wood
  30. The smell of freshly baked bread
  31. The cold, sharp smell of the first frost
  32. The smell of blood
  33. The feel of fingertips trailing over a bare shoulder blade
  34. The feel of fingers brushing together by accident
  35. Blowing a raspberry against someone’s skin
  36. Being so close that you can feel your lips brush when you whisper 
  37. The tender ache when you press against bruises
  38. A person’s weight as they lie on top of you
  39. Stepping in something squishy
  40. Gritty eyes when you stare into fire too long
  41. A door closing
  42. A ticking wristwatch
  43. Your favourite song on repeat for the hundredth time
  44. Distant traffic
  45. The creak of leather
  46. The waver in a person’s voice when they’re stressed
  47. Singing badly as loud as you can
  48. A quiet sigh as they turn away
  49. Trying to pull on clothes with damp skin
  50. The empty space that can’t be breached between you in bed
  51. The jittery, sick feeling when you can’t do anything
  52. Exhausted numbness after crying
  53. The relief of fatalistic recklessness
  54. The moment when reality starts to make sense again
  55. Finding old photographs you’d forgotten about
  56. Someone accepting the bad parts of you without judging
  57. Brown iodine stains on skin
  58. Rust red dirt
  59. Orange sunsets
  60. Yellow halogen lights
  61. Green wine bottles
  62. Fingertips smudged in blue ink
  63. Indigo skies just before dawn
  64. Violet bruised eyes

Feel free to use in writing and art – I’ll be tracking the tag ‘sensory prompts’ if you want to share 🙂

Well you weren’t kidding about needing something fluffy after that!!! Made my actual heart hurt. It was great! May I ask for a part 4/resolution?? 💔❤️

carisi-dreams:

++ I️ NEED A PART 4 OMFG SHSKXKWLS PART. 3 WAS AMAZING AND WRECKED ME BUT ALSO AMAZING

here we go! [ Sonny in an accident [part 2, part 3] ]

You took a few more minutes to yourself, just focusing on breathing in and out before you got up the nerve to exit the back room. You made your way carefully over to Nick’s desk where your bag was still sitting, glancing over at Sonny who was studiously ignoring you. That stung, but you had to hold it together until you left the precinct. Nick glanced up at you briefly with a stormy expression on his face and you sent him another apologetic look for Sonny’s words. No one was escaping this day unscathed, it seemed. You grabbed your bag  and headed towards the exit, tossing a quiet goodbye to the room at large.

Keep reading

My heart ❤❤

carisi-dreams:

carisiismyking:

A Smutty Little Something

-Your first time with Sonny, you’re both a bundle of nerves

-In an attempt to be sexy, you both bump noses, but hey it lightens the mood

-He finally has his hands all over you, touching you everywhere you want to be touched

-He very roughly removes your clothes and his, all awkwardness gone

-He is kissing you and touching you all over, you swear the boy is an octopus, but you are so lost in it

-Just when you think he’s finally going to enter you, he flips you over on the bed

-He lifts your hips slightly just enough to get his long fingers between your skin and the mattress

-The front of his thighs are rubbing against the back of yours and his erection is pressing right up against your ass

-His fingers find your clit and he starts rubbing you and kissing your neck, shoulders and back. It’s so deliciously overwhelming

-He keeps going until the sheets underneath you are slick with your cum

-Finally Sonny flips you back over and enters you in one hard deep thrust that makes you come again

-Sonny let’s you ride it out and then finally starts moving until you both are a moaning mess screaming out each other’s names

Hope you all enjoy, I’m going to go try to revive myself now

UM!!!!!.

Mind=blown. Too much.

“stop hugging me!” with nick and a splash of diego 💕

carisi-dreams:

splish splash

“No! No! Diego, stop, that is not fair!” you shrieked with laugher as you tried to shake him off where he had latched onto you. You and Nick were visiting Miami for Diego’s house warming party and at some point water guns had gun come out. Not a huge surprise considering it was Diego, but now he was using you as a human shield so that Nick couldn’t get him with a super soaker.

“Release my wife if you know what’s good for you,” Nick warned as he primed the soaker with a look of concentration on his face. Diego shifted his hold so that he was more or less hugging you from behind and you were unable to squirm out of his grip.

“Stop hugging me! I can’t believe you’re using me as a shield,” you admonished with laughter as you continued to try to plant your feet and wiggle out of his grip. You slid on the damp grass and Diego hoisted you up to carry you close to the pool.

“He won’t shoot you so you’re my only chance at safety,” Diego shouted into your ear and you shot an elbow back into his stomach in response. He oofed, but didn’t let you go. “Listen, Amaro! Set down the gun and no one has to get hurt!” he called to Nick around a laugh. You gave Nick a pleading look as he stepped closer.

“Sweetheart, you know I wouldn’t let anything happen to you, right?” Nick asked you, ignoring Diego. You nodded your head as he took another few steps forward and Diego dragged you closer to the pool. “And you remember that I was a lifeguard and that I’d never even let you come close to drowning, right?” Nick asked with an encouraging nod. Catching on to his plan you sent him a pleading look. “You know that, right?” Nick prompted when you didn’t respond and you reluctantly nodded. “Alright, so hold your breath because—” and before he finished his sentence he broke out in a run and tackled both you and Diego into the pool.

Before you even had a chance to panic he was gripping you with both hands and pushing you to the surface before wrapping a firm arm around your waist and pulling you into his hip. With the other arm he was managing to hold a spluttering Diego off as he shunted water in his face. Nick twisted so that he got the brunt of Diego’s return attack and you shrieked and laughed as you found yourself in the middle of a water fight. Nick’s grip on you never faltered and a wide grin stretched his face.

This put a smile in my face 🙂