let’s meet Fin, shall we? comes a couple of days before this
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There was a loud knocking at the front door that startled you away from where you had been lazily kissing Nick in bed. It was rare to have a slow morning with him and you were relishing the bit of piece you had before he was no doubt dragged away for club business. Nick pulled away from you and frowned, reaching for his discarded boxer briefs and pulling them on before grabbing his gun from where it was resting on the bedside table.
“Stay here,” he ordered lowly and you groaned at the interruption, but nodded all the same. Nick gave you a warning look and you waved him away with a mumble that you would stay where you were. He exited the guest room and pulled the door slightly behind him.
The welcome home from the war wasn’t what Sonny expected. Sure, he was happy to see his family when he got off the ship and have a nice meal with them, but things weren’t the same. He wasn’t human anymore and he needed to stop pretending like he was. So, he went to a bar down the street from where is family was to meet up with Giovanni.
“Nice seeing your family?” Giovanni asked. Sonny chuckled and nodded.
“My sister, Teresa, has a little girl named Mia. So beautiful.” Sonny said as he stared at the glass in his hand.
“My wife was so happy to see me. Greeted me right off the boat with a hug. God, I missed her.” Giovanni said. Sonny nodded before his head popped up. He smelled something, something metallic. As he glanced around, he noticed a guy had gotten into a fight with someone and was bleeding.
“Sometimes, the hunger takes over… you can’t help but feed.” Sonny whispered as he stood. Giovanni knew the man was hungry. Sonny began to walk towards the door the man was just escorted out of but Giovanni grabbed his arm.
“Remember what I thought you? Control?”
“Fuck that.” Sonny said as he pulled himself from his friend. Sonny had cornered the male in the alley between the bar and a shop. Covering his mouth with his hand, he sank his teeth into his neck and quickly began to feed. Giovanni yanked Sonny away from him and had pinned Sonny against a wall.
“What the hell!” Giovanni said. Sonny glanced at the body that was on the ground before looking at his friend.
“What’s the difference between a soldier and a monster? Nothing. We don’t stop until we see blood.” Sonny said as he pushed Giovanni away. He wiped the blood around his mouth on the back of his hand before walking down the alley.
“Sonny, wait!” Giovanni called out but he didn’t turn around. He just kept walking home.
Interesting that you assume he’s being blackmailed. But not entirely incorrect //
Peter takes you outside and down the block where a car is waiting. He opens the door for you, makes sure you’re comfortable, and once the door is shut he holsters his gun. Despite all this, he appears more shaken up than you are. As you watch, he rubs his sweaty palms on his slacks and chews on the inside of his cheek. Does it have something to do with Pam? He really does love her, and you’ve heard him say he’d do anything for his sister.
“They took Pam, didn’t they?”
“They said they’d kill her. I can’t- I can’t lose her too.”
You want to feel sorry for him, but it’s hard when you don’t know where you’re going. When you try to ask, he shakes his head and warns you to just be quiet. Then you see the flash of his gun again and know to hold your silence.
“You know what,” Mike says as he descends to the restaurant, “you were right. I’m sorry, babydoll.”
He scans the place and realizes that no one’s here. It’s completely empty. No, not again, this can’t be happening. Sitting on the counter like a threat is the book he hated that you were reading, “Alice in Wonderland.” Is it irony or planned? He doesn’t know and isn’t sure he wants to. But truthfully, he knows exactly who’s done this, and the chances that you come home alive are slim to none.
😯😭
*this is a bit long will have part 3*
Fine, go part 2
Another restless night. Thankfully Isaac and Cora were sleeping well. Shuffling out to the kitchen for some hot tea you heard William on the phone.
“They’re good Michael.” Pause. “I know you miss them. But just give her some space. She’s feeling let down, sad, upset…” Pause. “Sorry sometimes isn’t enough son. Especially when she has heard it numerous times but nothing has changed.”
You walked past his office to the kitchen.Leaning against the counter and noting the time of 1130pm. Michael must not be sleeping either. Sighing you decided to skip the tea. William met you on your way out.
“Y/N, you can’t sleep either? Seems to be going around.” William leaned on the other counter, “Making some tea?”
“Yeah. Sometimes chamomile helps me sleep. How is Mike?” It had been three days since you left. You had texted him a couple times about the kids. He spoke the kids every night, and usually at some point in the day. You placed the filled kettle on the stove.
“He’s not good. Not sleeping, not eating. Just like you.” Williams voice was filled with concern. “I told him he has things he needs to fix. Not just with you, but with himself as well. Words are empty, if the actions aren’t there.”
Tears filled your eyes. How you had any left you didn’t know. “Maybe I should have stayed..This is killing me. I ju-”, your tears spilled down your face.
William gathered you in his arms. “Hey kiddo. I know. He needed the wake up call. Shhh…” The whistling of the kettle startled both of you. William gently released you.
“C’mon. Let’s get that tea” he said and pulled two mugs from the cabinet.
William and Anne bid their goodbyes as they left the visit her family for the day. Mike would be here soon to pick up the kids for the day. Then you’d be alone. The doorbell rang and Isaac ran to the door with you. “Daddy!” Isaac flew into Mike’s arms.
Mike hugged him close. “Oh I have missed you buddy.” Mike looked down at you, “Hi. You look nice.” He leaned down to kiss your cheek.
“Hi. Uh, thanks”, you responded as you looked down at your clothing. You looked a mess and knew it. Yoga pants, a t-shirt, barefeet and hair in a messy bun. “ I just need to finish getting Cora’s bag together.”
Mike sat Isaac down and followed you into the bedroom you and the kids had been sharing. Cora was still napping in her crib. As you were finishing with her bag, “I’ll have her ready to go in just a couple minutes. She should be waking up soon.” When you turned around. Mike was right there.
His hand cupped your cheek and you leaned into it. “I have missed you so much.” He leaned down to kiss you.
Turning your head, “Mike. Don’t. I’m-“ You looked up at him with pleading eyes. Cora started walking up. She fluttered her eyes open and grinned at you and Mike. She stood up and reached her arms out to you.
Mike grinned at Cora and she reached her chubby little arms out to him. “There’s my girl.” She rested her head on his chest. He gave you a small smile, “I’ve missed this, so much.”
You gently rubbed Cora’s back. “Yeah. I’m sure you have.” You gave Mike a small smile.
“Come back home, please.” Mike’s eyes were red rimmed. “I change, I’ll do better. I promise. My arms ache with wanting to hold you. The house is so damn quiet.”
Crossing your arms over your chest, “Michael, you have promised me that so many times before. And for as many times you have promised, I have been let down-“
“Daddy, I’m ready to go!” Isaac exclaimed as he ran into the room. He jumped on the bed. “We going to zoo today, Mama!”
“Yeah, Daddy is going to take you.” You ruffled his hair and smiled. “You’re going to have so much fun.”
“You coming Mama?” Isaac looked up at with his big brown eyes.
Mike spoke up first, “Of course Mama is coming.” Mike gazed at you. His face was contrite and hopeful. “Please?”
“Pwheeze Mama”, Isaac chimed in pouting his bottom lip and clasping his hands.
Studying both of them, you answered, “how can I say no to those faces?”
Pouting, you crossed your arms over your chest. “But Petey, I’m horny.” You sat on his knee naked. Your arms were slung around his shoulders.
“Kitten. I told you, I’m working. I want to be able to give you my full attention, with nothing on my mind.“ He swatted your bottom and gave you a chaste kiss.
You couldn’t help but find a little friction on Peter’s thigh. “Mmm..” you bit your bottom lip. Looking in his eyes you gave a scorching look.
“You are so insatiable.” He pushed your hips encouraging you to grind against his thigh. He drew an already hard nipple into his mouth.
“Oh Peter, that feels. So. Good.” You moaned loudly. You continued moved up and down on his thigh.
“God you look so beautiful riding me like this.” He started circling your clit with his thumb. “You like that don’t you darling.”
Your eyes closed, absorbing the sensation. Your rhythm grew faster, more needful. “Fuck, babe. It feels so good. I’m so-” You could feel the orgasm building low in your belly.
“Open those beautiful brown eyes, darling. Look in my eyes when you cum.” He peppered hot, wet kisses down your neck. He gently pulled your hair. Your eyes opened locking with his hazel eyes.
Your orgasm rolled through you. Your legs trembled, your hips bucking wildly. “P-peter, Oh, oh God.” You found your release and collapsed against Peter’s chest and shoulders.
He gently stroked your back and placed a tender kiss to your forehead. “Feel better, kitten?”
You hummed your acknowledgment. After a couple minutes you stood to leave, “I’ll let you get back to your work now.“ You gave him a smirk.
ok I’m tired af and just spent over an hour installing my window a/c unit by myself and then studied and it’s after midnight D: so uh…hope this makes sense!!!! #yikes #helpme
-Nick & Diego have been friends for a really long time. Diego went to the same middle school, but a different high school. (he used to live in the same neighborhood as Nick, but his family moved neighborhoods in 8th grade). as I mentioned…somewhere…Diego is one of the only people who has ever been in Nick’s bedroom aside from you (eventually). he’s Nick’s oldest friend and they’ve always been close, even when they had to distance each other because Diego went into local politics and Nick went into local law breaking. ha they text occasionally and meet up once a month to have a meal. Diego running for mayor makes things a little more fraught, though. 😦
-Nick & Sonny have also been friends for awhile, since middle school?, and they went to the same middle & high school. they were fast friends (bonded over beating up some rude kid who was picking on another one of their classmates). Nick actually knew Sonny’s (now) girlfriend longer than Sonny. (they weren’t close friends, but they did live near each other growing up.) Sonny & Nick just always clicked, but they also fought–like brothers, tbh. Nick isn’t as emotionally close to Sonny as he is to Diego, but he has always really had a great deal of affection for Sonny. he used to trust Sonny. considered them brothers. they gave each other stick & poke tattoos when they were 16. Nick prospecting Guardianes really hurt Sonny because he knew their relationship would never be the same.
-Diego & Sonny never really got along. Diego thought Sonny was a nuisance and Sonny thought Diego was full of himself. most of the animosity was because both boys were close to Nick, but they had their reasons. Sonny always felt kinda second to Diego, but Diego always felt like Nick would do anything to protect Sonny.
it’s only with the massage parlor that Sonny & Nick kind of reconnect? and start speaking regularly again. for the last decade, or so, they’ve mostly avoided each other. some talks here and there about club stuff and they were both super closed off. the parlor is a good idea, but they’re also both secretly excited to be tentative friends again.
SVU addict 