wow I want to apologize for this. This was… bad? Idk. Kind of angsty tho
You stared at Nick as he came into the house, slamming the door behind him. His father was back in town and Nick was always on edge when he was in town. You looked over Nick and went to say something when the small of alcohol hit you like a brick wall.
“Oh my God, did you just end up drinking the entire bar?” You asked as he gave you a look.
“Why the fuck do you care?” He mumbled as he shrugged his coat off as he threw it at the kitchen table.
“You’re drunk, aren’t you?” You asked. Nick number before he walked to the kitchen to the fridge.
“What if I am?” Nick mumbled as he pulled a beer out of the fridge. As he went to grab a beer, you shut the fridge door. He glared at you.
“You’re drunk, Nick. Is this because your father is in town?” You said. Nick rolled his eyes as he tried to grab the the handle of the fridge.
“Does it fucking matter? I’m thirsty.” Nick tried to open the door but once he did, you closed it again.
“Nicholas! Just go to the bedroom and sleep. I’ll bring you water.” You mumbled as you turned to grab a glass for water.
“Why are you being such a bitch to me tonight? You won’t let me go out and drink without questioning me, I can drink in the comfort of my own home!” Nick shouted. You tried to not shrug away from him but you did. Nick was scary when he was angry.
“Excuse me? You’re the drunk one here. Just because your father is in town doesn’t mean you can get drunk! I expected you home for dinner! And you never came home! You didn’t even call or text me! I had to ask Amanda if she knew where you were.” Tears were in your eyes. Nick turned away a slammed his fist against the fridge, creating a dent in it.
“You don’t know what it’s like! You had the perfect fucking life! I had to deal with an abusive father that would smack me, my mom and sister around all the fucking time! But I’m the bad guy! I won’t accept him back into my life after what he did to me.” Nick said. You frowned as you took a step towards him.
“Drinking won’t help, Nicky. You don’t want to turn into him you alway say but when you’re drunk like this? You might as well be just like him.” You threw your hands up and watched him.
“Don’t you dare compare me to him! I’ve never laid a hand on you! I never plan on it!” Nick shouted at you. You flinched back some as he got in your face.
“N-Nick, you’re scaring me. Back up.” You said as you took a step away from him. He clenched his jaw some and watched you.
“Oh, I scare you? Huh?” Nick walked towards you slowly as you kept backing up until you were up against the wall.
“S-stay away from me, Nick! I’m warning you!” You said. Nick was only a foot or two away from you when he punched the spot beside your head. Nick stared at you before turning and walking. You heard the door slam close behind Nick as he left as you slowly slid down the wall.
You knew Nick had anger issues and every time his father was mentioned or was to visit the city, you knew he would get upset. But to drink this much, come home drunk and then try to drink more? In all your years of knowing Nick, you’ve never seen this side of him. You just sat there on the floor with tears streaming down your face. He just walked out. You were praying he’d make it back home, safe and in one piece.
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