“If you had asked me to stay, I would’ve.” With mc! Sonny! Please and thank youuu if you decide to do this prompt 😀

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You and Sonny were intertwined in your driveway and you kept pretending like you didn’t have to leave shortly to move into your dorm. Sonny had offered to go with you, but you knew that it would be worse to say goodbye there. He was already planning to visit in several weeks, but right now the idea of stepping out of his embrace seemed insurmountable.

“If you had asked me to stay, I would’ve,” you mumbled into his shoulder. He shushed you and kept running his hands through your hair slowly. His shirt was damp from your tears and you steadfastly ignored his sniffles because you knew it would make it impossible for you to leave.

“I know. That’s why I’d never ask,” Sonny said quietly as he pressed another kiss to the top of your head. “You’re going to do so well, doll. I’m already proud of you.” You squeezed him harder and dug your feet into the ground, knowing he was preparing to break the embrace.

“I don’t know if I can do this without you,” you said tearfully and Sonny pulled back a little to thumb some more tears off of your cheek. He looked down at you steadily and the way the light was hitting his face made him look angelic. The wind ruffled his hair and you were struck by how handsome and steadfast he was.

“You can. You will. I’ll visit whenever you want,” Sonny said roughly as he loosened his embrace. You made a noise and tried to hold on tighter, but he gently unwound your hands and pushed you in the direction of your car. “Don’t want you to get there too late. C’mon, you’ve got to go.”

You shook your head, but allowed yourself to be pushed to the door. He opened the car door for you and you climbed into the car, looking up at him tearfully. He wipes his face against his shoulder and closed the door for you. Sonny leaned in through the open car window and kissed you desperately.

“Love you. Knock ‘em dead,” he murmured. “Don’t fall in love with any hot doctors.” You laughed wetly.

“Are you planning to become a doctor? Otherwise it’s not very likely,” you said with a small smile. “I love you.”

He kissed you one more time and pushed away from the car, stepping back so that you could pull out. You watched him in the mirror as long as you could see him before turning out of the neighborhood and heading to the university.