(A/N: This is my first time writing so any and all feedback will be greatly appreciated to see if I make this a regular thing or not. Also, I don’t know where the whole cariño thing came from but I know its canon somewhere here online so credit to whoever came up with that bit but besides that don’t expect any more Spanish to come from me lol.)
Strictly NSFW Rafael Barba Smut
Y/N woke up as the sun tried to burn itself through the shades covering the windows, giving a warm hue to the bedroom. Rubbing her eyes she turned her head and smiled at the man next to her. Rafael had his left arm thrown over her midsection in a protective manner. His face almost buried in her neck but not in a way where it was uncomfortable for either of them and where she could still see his relaxed face. He always seemed to have his brows furrowed and his jaw clenched when he was awake due to his job and it was so pleasing for her to see him in a relaxed state. The only thing she longed to see where his breathtaking eyes but knew that she would rather him get the sleep he needed and very well deserved. It was rare that he was able to sleep in so when there was a day where he could take some time for himself, she made sure that Rafael got it.
Suddenly an overwhelming sense of hunger overcame her and she reluctantly slipped out of the warm confines of her bed and the man she loved in search of food. Immediately following her escape, goosebumps littered her whole body as the cold morning air chilled her naked form and a dull ache rose up from between her legs. Blushing slightly at the memories of the night before, she hurried on his discarded white dress shirt that Rafael had come home in the night before. Buttoning it up and trying to pull it down as far as it would go, she tiptoed her way out of the hallway, rolling up the sleeves that were too big for her and holding the back of it down to make sure she wasn’t too exposed.
He had been working on a particularly trying and time-consuming case and she had always understood how important and demanding his job was. However, that didn’t stop her from occasionally using that to her advantage. It started out innocently enough. He would return home to their brownstone in the dark early hours of the morning, trying not to make too much noise but failing miserably since she would try to stay up until he returned home. She would walk out like a child roused from their nap, knuckles rubbing the little sleepy specks of dust from the corners of her eyes and engulfed only in one of Rafael’s old shirts. Her favorite was his old Harvard crew neck sweater. It was just too warm and cozy that it was just inviting her to wear it all the time.
He would smile tiredly at the adorable sight in front of him before throwing his bag and jacket on the couch and loosening his tie while rolling up his sleeves before he led the two of them back to bed. She waited for Rafael to change as she patiently sat on the bed, covers pulled in such a manner that made it easy for him to slip right on under. When he did, she would lie on top of him almost like a second blanket, only wanting to be held by him and him only to be encompassed by her. They would fall asleep tightly in each other’s tight embrace before he had to wake up in the morning and slip out while trying not to wake her. He always succeeded in doing this and even left a kiss at the top of her head before leaving for the day. The day just seemed too long for either of them.
Then things would escalate from there. She would send whiny little text messages asking him when he’d be home and how much she missed him. She would sometimes FaceTime him and be all pouty about wanting nothing more than to cuddle with him although both of them knew she wanted more than just a cuddle. When they would get a little time together, rather it is lunch or her visiting him at the office, it always seemed to be cut short. This annoyed Y/N to no end. Not to mention when Olivia called. She loved Olivia and often found her as a close friend when she needed one. But every time she called when she and Rafael were together, she would roll her eyes so hard that they would almost get stuck. The deep bubble of anger inside of her would urge her to throw his phone at the wall and pounce on him so he couldn’t leave her but she knew when her Rafi was needed. So she would let him go with a disappointing gleam in her eye.
Eventually, everything will hit its peak that would lead to her finally getting what she wanted. He would sometimes come home a bit early only to lock himself into his home office. She never understood the point of it since he was doing the exact same thing he had been doing almost all day but now it was just at home. She would slip in with a glass of scotch and wear the baby pink silk short nightdress that she knew was far from innocent. Watching as he barely looked up to thank her, she decided to sit in his lap to try and grab his attention. This is exactly what had happened the night before.
She had made herself comfortable in his lap and Rafael would sigh almost annoyingly as his hand found the small of her back and her face nuzzled into his neck. “I see that you don’t care that I’m working.” He sighed. She pulled away and looked at the side of his face with the biggest doe eyes she could muster. “You work too much.” She said in an almost child-like manner. He would chuckled with a smirk as he continued to scribble down whatever notes he needed. Rafael had ditched the tie and his sleeves were rolled up. She ran her fingers along one of his suspenders as the other one was placed on the middle of his chest. “Cariño.” He’d warn in a dangerous tone. His voice always seemed to go deeper when he spoke in Spanish to her. It caused her thighs to clench. She knew this was the perfect time to fully commit.
“But Daddy, I just miss you so much.”
And if Rafael wasn’t a goner, she sure as hell was now. Slamming his pen down on the desk, he turned her so that she was now straddling his thighs, his large hands spread over the expanse of her rear end. “You just had to do this now didn’t you?” He asked with venom dripping in his voice as his hands gently caressed her. She bit her lip and tried not to smile at the fact that she had him exactly as she wanted him. Before she could comprehend it, his right hand came down with force on her ass, causing a small gasp to fall from her lips. He smirked and ran over the area with his thumb.
“Such a bad girl for me aren’t you?” He asked, getting off on this just as much as she was. She could feel it. “No, Daddy.” She moaned as his hand came down again. “I want to be a good girl for you.” She said breathlessly as the room suddenly became a million degrees hotter. His smirk was now downright evil as she finished speaking. “Then get into the bedroom and lay down all nice and pretty for me.” And with a light tap to her other cheek, she was off and practically skipping to their room.
He shot his bosses and Carmen an email stating that he could prep for trial at home and did the same with a text to Liv before leaving his phone on his desk so that he wouldn’t be disturbed. As far as he was concerned, the world could burn and he would still find his needy little girl more important. Walking as his expensive shoes tapped across their even more expensive hard floors, she began to unbutton the remaining top buttons of his shirt before he reached the door and was almost knocked breathless.
There she was, on her back, and beautiful and needy as ever. He shrugged off his suspenders and shirt before grabbing both of her legs and forcefully tugging her towards the edge of the bed. Running his hands up her sides as the soft baby pink silk dragged up with them. He notices she was completely bare underneath. “You’re too good to me, baby.” He groaned as his trousers became suffocatingly tight.
Rafael unfastened himself and she took this opportunity to get up on her knees on the bed and help him shed off the rest of his clothing, leaving the both of them completely bare for each other view. She didn’t even need to be directed as to what he needed her to do before she wrapped her hand around him and looked up at him almost sinfully. Sticking her tongue out, she leaned forward and slowly licked up from underneath him, causing him to groan with his head thrown back and his hand making its way into her hair.
He pulled her hair into a makeshift ponytail as she went to work on him. Bobbing and suckling all that she could fit in her mouth while moving her hand along what she couldn’t. “Look up at me, baby girl.” He moaned and when she did, he muttered a breathless “fuck” as her eyes locked with his and her cheeks hollowed. The way she looked should be illegal due to it feeling so good. Rafael’s stomach was tight and he could feel himself draw close.
“You’re so good for me, baby.” He breathed. A low groan followed as she thanked him with a, particularly hard suck. “You want me to thank you?” He asked. She pulled off but continued pumping. “Yes, Daddy.” No sooner when she placed him back in her mouth was Rafael cumming with a moan. She loved how he tasted and how warm it felt. Pulling away, a small bit leaked out of the corner of her mouth put she caught it with her finger and sucked it clean causing Rafael to almost go blind.
Rafael practically growled and he pushed her back on the bed as she giggled and bit her lip. Throwing a forearm over her stomach he licked a strip up her already dripping center with a moan. The air almost completely left her lungs as she clenched the sheets next to her. Rafael was always known to be good with his mouth in the courtroom but only Y/N knew just how extraordinary it felt.
He ate her like a man starved. Closing his lips several times before rolling his tongue over her folds and driving her insane. He took his fingers and spread her open before pressing open kisses to her causing her to not even be able to breathe. She panted as he buried his face into her. He moaned out as she sucked harshly on her and rubbed small circled into her clit.
She couldn’t take her eyes off him. Rafael’s eyes were closed, concentrating and enjoying pleasuring his girl. He sucked harshly causing a loud “daddy” to radiate off the walls. He opened his eyes and smirked and he leaned up, his mouth and chin dripping with remnants of her. “What is it, baby?” He asked as he rubbed two fingers along her opening before slowly pushing in. Her eyes widened and her mouth fell open into a gasp before she threw her head back and moaned with her back arching off the bed.
Rafael slowly gained speed with his trusts and wrapped his lips around her clit. She was a moaning mess above him as he remained eye contact with her with each occasional curl of his fingers. He lifted his head and licked his lips, still tasting her. Rafael removed his fingers from her and gently slapped her pussy causing her to flinch and yelp out in pleasure. “Tell Daddy what you want.” His voice just so deep and sexy. “Please, Daddy, I need to cum.” She almost cried with tears in her eyes. His smirk only grew wider. “I don’t know, princessa.” He faked. “I’ve been such a good girl, daddy. Please.” She begged. Deciding she had enough, he harshly sucked and flicked her clit with his tongue as a sign to let go.
She practically screamed his name and the name she had given him in bed as her knuckles turned white from grasping the sheets so tightly. Coming down but still, in a state of euphoria, she looked up at him with glossy eyes as Rafael crawled on top of her. Making sure she was okay, he slid completely into her in one stroke. Y/N’s eyes almost rolled into the back of her head at how delicious he felt stretching her. He moaned as he savored in both how she felt as well as how she reacted. He got off on how responsive she was. To Rafael, the fact that only he was able to make her feel and see her this way.
Rafael was so enamoured by everything about how and his heart actually fucking swelled at her beauty in such a vulnerable state. Seeing her eyes glossed with tears of pleasure staring up at him filled with such love and admiration made him thank his lucky stars for being blessed with such an angel. A part of him wanted to just make love to her and hold her close and delicately like as if she would break or disappear if he didn’t. However, she made him change his mind when she whispered a quiet little plea of “daddy”.
Groaning at both her tightness and her wrecked voice, he pulled back and ravished her. All of the reasons that Rafael had thought of as to why he should take his time suddenly left his mind. All he wanted was to make her feel like the good girl she was and he knew he was doing just so from the moans that escaped her. Rafael couldn’t help his moans either. She sure was a sight to the eyes and the way she clenched around him had him seeing stars.
Suddenly Y/N convulsed and stared at him with pleading eyes, begging for permission without speaking a single word. He wasn’t sure that she was even able to. He smirked and nodded for her to cum and she did in no time. The fact that she grew even tighter for him made his eyes roll back. Gripping her hips even tighter, he went harder thus drawing his release nearer. Finally, he let go inside of her causing her to gasp as he filled her completely.
Her fingers were dug into his shoulders as he slowly stilled. Rafael stayed for a moment, knowing she loved to have him in her for a moment after they fucked. It was this delicious confirmation for the both of them as he held himself and his cum inside of her. After a moment, when she finally started to come back to reality, he slowed out of her and held her legs open as he watched him slowly drip out of her. He groaned at the sight, it was his possessiveness that got off on this part. She never complained about it though, finding it equally as arousing. They had laid down in each other’s arms and quickly fell asleep, completely spent after what appeared to be hours of pure pleasure.
That’s what lead to Y/N feeling so bare in her own kitchen. The ache and marks left from last night a constant reminder for her. She walked a little funny, still not used to the feeling. She put on a pot of coffee and looked through the fridge to make breakfast in an attempt to regain her composure. She stood at the stove over a frying pan of bacon when she was startled by two hands wrapping around her waist and a chin resting on her shoulder. Upon quickly realizing that it was Rafael, she giggled as he kissed her cheek and up her neck.
“Good morning, cariño.” His voice was low and raspy from just having woken up. She turned her face while still being held in his embrace. “Good morning, handsome.” Her eyes shone as she looked at him and Rafael swore that he had never felt more loved. She looked at him like he was her whole world and he hoped that she could see that in his eyes as well. Leaning down, he kissed her softly. However, feeling his shirt between his fingers spurred him to kiss her deeper until she pulled away giggling and turning her face to focus on the cooking bacon.
She could seem so innocent at times but they both knew just how untrue that statement is. Turning to grab a plate from the cabinets, he released his grip on her and almost let out a chuckle when he saw how she practically waddled. He decided not to say anything until they both sat down for breakfast and noticed how she slightly winced as she sat. “Am I really that good?” He asked with a smirk. She looked up at him with a glare and a flush across her cheeks. Rafael chuckled as he took a sip of his coffee.
“Don’t get mad at me, baby. I find it so incredibly sexy that I can do that to you.” His eyes almost twinkled with his remark. She looked down to further hide her blush. Rafael’s heart almost skipped a beat at the pure innocence of it. Reaching over to her, he lifted her chin. “Don’t hide that beautiful blush from me.” He said softly. She gazed at him as he scanned every inch of her face. “I mean it’s not the first time I’ve seen your cheeks turn red.” The pure innuendo caused him to smirk. She stood up. “That’s it.” She playfully stormed off causing him to errupt in such a laughter that he had to hold his stomach.
Yeah, he was a cocky little shit but he was her cocky little shit.
UM????? THIS IS ACTUAL WIZARDRY???? LIKE MAGICAL I AM ABSOLUTELY SLAYED BY THIS FIC HOLY SHIT
SVU addict 