Hi! How about Sonny’s girlfriend becomes a little bit distant and when he tries to find out why, she confides that she has anxiety about not being good enough for him, and that she feels like she doesn’t deserve love; her family was extremely abusive never cared about her, so she thinks there’s something wrong with her and that no one will ever love her. I’m sorry if this makes you uncomfortable; please don’t write it if that’s the case! Also sorry for how long this request is.

adacarisi:

This one is a little sad, but I really enjoyed getting into the reader’s character, so here you go my darlings. Also, I’m still loving all of your requests, so sorry if you’ve been waiting on one for a while, my semester has started and I’m in court all the time so it’s difficult to write as I’m working up a case brief. Love you all, message me anytime. 

“Hiyah doll, this is my fifth message…I’m jus’ worried about you is all, please gimme a call back…I miss you sweetheart…please call me.” 

Sonny Carisi’s voice played over the speaker on your phone and it took everything in you not to burst into tears right there. You were horrible, awful. You hadn’t answered his texts for two days, and his calls for three. He wasn’t a stranger to these “periods” where you would just need to be by yourself for a few days. It was a lie though. The last thing you wanted to be was alone. 

The first time was after he kissed you. You avoided him for two days, afraid of what it meant. Sonny was good. Sonny was perfect in every sense of the word, but you weren’t. And you knew that meant it was only a matter of time before he realized it. 

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Perfectly written.