Kiss Me Slowly So I Can Fall Asleep

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• 33. “I would do anything to get the taste out of my mouth.” and 47. “Kiss me slowly so I can fall asleep?” with baby traumatized cinnamon roll sonny carisi?

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 You walked through your front door, eager to finally be off
work. It had been a rough day at the office, and you just wanted to have a nice,
warm bath and catch up on your favorite TV shows. You sighed, kicking off your
shoes by the door. You walked into your bedroom, flipped on the light switch,
and attempted to take off your shirt when you saw a blond-haired figured
sitting on the side of your bed.

“Jesus, Christ, Sonny! You scared the shit out of me,” you
say, pressing a hand to your chest.

“I’m sorry, doll. I hope ya don’t mind, I used the key you gave
me.”

“Well I would hope so. My windows aren’t very inviting,” you
laughed. However, your joke didn’t seem to phase your boyfriend. You got closer
to him and gasped when you saw the left side of his head stained red from what seemed
to be blood. Before you could say anything, he spoke.

“It’s not what it looks like. The blood isn’t mine.” You let
out a breath.

“Then what happened, baby?”

“Our perp aimed his gun at one of the unis and so Liv shot
him. I was pretty close to him so…” he gestured to his blood stain hair and
face.

“Oh my god, baby. Were you in any danger?” You rubbed his
arm.

“No, no. Nothing like that,” he lied. He didn’t want you to
know what had really happened to him. He knew if he told you, you would freak
out and make a huge deal out of it.

“Here, come on. Let’s get you cleaned up.”

You led him to your bathroom and turned on the shower. Slowly
stripping him of his clothes, you dropped to your knees to unbuckle his pants. You
pulled them down to his ankles and gestured for him to step out of them. When he
stepped into the shower, you took your clothes off as well, following him in. You
enjoyed showering together and in fact made a habit out of it. It wasn’t about
sex, it was strictly intimate—especially tonight. He faced the stream of water,
so you wrapped your arms around him from behind. He held onto your arms tightly.

“I would do anything to get the taste out of my mouth,” you
hear. You tighten your grip around Sonny’s core before turning him around and
grabbing his face, pulling it down to yours. You placed a soft kiss to his pink
lips, allowing the intimacy of your actions to fully take over. He quickly grabbed
your hips and pulled you close to him, scared to ever let you go. You stayed like
that for a while—holding each other and kissing softly. The warmth of the water
kept you both calm and relaxed. After a few moments, you grabbed the soap and
began to wash your boyfriend. You were careful around his face, scrubbing to
get the blood off but trying your best to avoid soap getting in his eyes. You sighed
deeply when you saw pink liquid pooling at your feet. You knew Sonny was more
traumatized than he let on.

When the two of you were finally done, you got you both
towels and wrapped yourselves up, walking to the bed. You didn’t even bother
putting clothes on, you just wanted to be close to him.

He lied down on his back, pulling you on top of him. You peppered
his neck with kisses before sliding to his side, resting your head on his
chest. The rhythmic beating of his heart put you in a trance.

“Y/N?” you hear.

“Yes, Dominick?”

“Kiss me slowly so I can fall asleep.” It wasn’t so much a
demand as it was a plea of desperation. You could hear the sadness in his voice.
You knew you couldn’t do much to help him but this you could do. You slowly
kissed him until you heard those light snores of his you happen to love so much.

You stayed awake for a while, feeling the need to make sure he
was safe and comfortable. He meant everything to you, and you would give him
the world if you could. He was your sunshine.